I'm the not so average girl who dreams a dream.

It’s 6:10 and I’m poop tired. Five hours of sleep…
Gotta leave at 7:40.
Having a message to me in the morning, a pretty decent message is sure going to make me think this next week.
Sigh.
Really contemplating.

Signing off,
Music Maker

Haven’t even gone to the hotel yet.
Dad forgot Mom’s shirt for tomorrow…
Wal Mart to the rescue?
Trying to find clothes to go with what mom has and clothes that fit her.

I got Noll a grad dog monkey lol it sings Born to be Wild!
It’s cute.

Family time? It’s interesting; on and off bickering.

The love of this family.
Gah.
Crazy Wally World.

How am I feeling?
On the outside I’m great!
My mask is on like the power of God’s presence.
(great analogy right?)
On the inside I feel like shit and I want to cut or punch a wall. Either or.

Signing off,
Music Maker

You boys in the world are plain out awful.
But so are girls.

Contemplating on Barlow Girls testimony and considering not dating until God gives me that one special guy.

I’m sick and tired of this crap.

On the road. 2+ hours away.
Adios.

Signing off,
Music Maker

Simply said.
On the road now.

Good bye.

Signing off,
Music Maker

Why am I crying?
I shouldn’t be.
It’s not worth the tears.

Listening to Jar of Hearts.

Signing off,
Music Maker

I feel like my heart has been torn away from me..
That’s all I can fathom to say.
I fuckin hate this.
I don’t hate you, but I hate this feeling.

My heart is broken.

Signing off,
Music Maker

Barlow Girl.

Looking back at this song. Realizing it’s what got me started with my singing for God and of course Lakeside.

Signing off,
Music Maker

Seven days left of school.

Heading to Noll’s grad after school today.
I have no idea what I’m wearing.

SOL re/take today
Have to do my portfolio all day in school!

Signing off,
Music Maker

I check this morning is my tumblr.
To see if you logged on.
Came home.
Guess not.
Dominique’s?
Oscar’s?
Sigh.

Signing off,
Music Maker

It’s weird not talking to you..
Love you.
Samara Lien.